Breakin' Down

Who am I pra to think, to say, to make something?
My own feelings, fears... I never fall in love... All my life, I ever had to be strong and my life is not a drama. But I always felt necessity to protect me, I always had fear to suffer for something.
Anything.I always closed myself. I was insensitive. I tried to be strong. I never obtained.
It all without reason,or better, it had a reason: The fear to suffer.
I always had fear to be alone too; It's one of my bigger fears, but I always wanted to be so strong that I finished being weak, and this reflect in my fear of being alone, never loved someone. And to be alone…