to start. to start what? and what is unfinished? let it that way? or simply say: fuck? to react; even that requires some effort. to love; even that doesn't have somebody in special. to laugh; could be of that joke that only you know and don't tell to anybody. to cry; even that you been watching “thelma & louise”. to talk; even that it's about the same subject. to live; … yeah, even the life not being the way you want! to learn; all and always. to love yourself; above all. that's the hardest thing to do!